Bored with life. Completely.

I’m going to stick with what I said two posts ago. I am completely listless. I’m boring…dull…not funny… Bored all the time…and honestly just sick of my life. Almost every aspect of my life is shit to me. My fiance is the only thing I can say for certain I actually care about anymore. I spend most days wondering why she even stays. Maybe she knows deep down that she’s the only reason I’m still here and doesn’t want to see me blow my brains out if she leaves. Who knows. The only thing I’m sure of anymore is that I don’t know anything. Why do people who truly hate living continue to exist? I’ll never understand it. This existence is a waste of time for everyone involved.

~ by mosesport on March 4, 2009.